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Venus & Lilith in Virgo continued their tense opposition to Neptune even after moving into Libra, right before they met South Node and this previous Opposition has a profound impact on the current South Node Conjunction. South Node in Libra has bought the most powerful revelations about our relationships and inner harmony for the past year. While Chiron & Mars’s Conjunction to North Node made us more aware of our inner ego and strengthened our self-awareness, Venus & Lilith now will revitalize the connection to our inner feminine and there by making us more aware of our needs, wants & desires in life.

Lilith’s Opposition to Neptune likely exacerbated your deepest wounds related to guilt, shame & betrayal. Most of these dark emotions may have been related to your childhood experiences of being criticized, abandoned & even vilified for being different or for having so called ‘out of the norm’ beliefs. Memories of sexual harassment/Violence, bullying, etc. can rise up from even the deepest depths of your psyche, temporarily putting you in a sort of mental prison (it can also include memories from your past life, SN after all) This can also extend to fears that seem intrusive, some not even your own (we are in a collective immersion phase with all these transits). If you have Neptune and/or Saturn aspects to Lilith in your chart, this transit will impact you the most. 

The same can be true with Venus’s Opposition to Neptune, but more about our fears about relationships and the balance in those relationships. You might go through a sense of disillusionment with regards to your partner, family, friends, etc. but especially your romantic partner. *Cosmic Test of Love* There may have been an increase in doubts as to how authentic your relationship is, and have been in your past. So, past experiences can also reveal some truths that you may not have considered before. Betrayals, manipulations, disappointments, etc. from the past (no matter how severe or trivial) can lead you into a rabbit hole of paranoia, where soon you might not know what is true and what is not, what to be wary of and what is just your fear. 

With both these Oppositions to Neptune, lie the fears of not being able to love or be loved authentically and safely. A sense of unworthiness or even a feeling of bad luck can loom over you for a little while. This phase hence immediately leads you towards a sense of release as soon as Lilith & Venus join the North Node in Libra at 7°. Through the darkness & haze that the Oppositions created comes the light of liberation. A karmic cleansing happens at the South Node where your hard work to spiritually & emotionally transform your life with regards to these intense & uncomfortable feelings pays off. 

Hence, this Conjunction is a particularly enlightening and inspiring one. Not to mention, how the heavy feelings of the past don’t seem so burdensome, threatening or fearful anymore. This can also indicate that as a collective we have the spiritual strength to heal through the traumas of our past & the present. This Conjunction is hence exceptionally powerful to us all, and most impactful for those who have Libra placements, prominent Lilith and/or Venus placements, making aspects to Saturn/Pluto/Neptune/Chiron. I hope this cathartic transit is helping you reconnect to your inner-feminine, to your authentic self, and empowered you through the transformative journey.